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Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
My life is at rock bottom when it comes to a emotional perspective.
I fucked my life up so much no one wants to be around me or associate with me, I get this and am not in denial.
So much shit has happened over the last month or so that I just call it quits on everything involving my heart. Would I like to change everything I had done? Yes. Can I? Yes if the opportunity arises. Do I honestly think it will happen? No.
Every other night no matter how hard I try to not think about it, try and get over the fact that she isn’t mine anymore, I can’t. I don’t know if I’m just weak minded, emotionally attached at the hip or what. Yeah I get jealous and upset, and yes I deny it. What can I do.
All I feel that I can do is press a giant restart button on my life, and do something else with it.
I am pushing everyone away. The people that want into my life, and those already in it. I’m making MYSELF invisible, watching people from the shadows. I feel like I am insignificant.
